I had a fantastic time with Bryan at CHC service this evening.

I saw Jonathan and the cell at Foyer 1, even though I didnt recognize anyone else. All new people. I enjoyed P&W so much, just like any other service with the old W271. The sermon was great too. Pst Kong talked about just the thing I was worried about. Even though it was only a few lines, I felt rejuvenated.

I didnt meet up with W229 after that because I went to have dinner with Bryan at Burger King. We had the tendergrill. I had the ham & cheese while he had the mushroom. I tell you the tendergrill was FANTASTIC. Super nice.

He sent me home after that. Reached home at about 10pm and I called Chris. He had duty today. We ended up arguing because he wanted to go to Malaysia for 2 days next month with his company ON TOP of the 4 more duties he had to do.

Sigh. And he said he'd spent enough time with me this month. Its like he fulfills certain invisible criteria for spending an amount of time with me then he expects to do whatever he wants.

He asked me to go with him too. He said next time we'll be having a joint account even though I never do anything. Need to add that meh. They're going there for a meeting. Just for a meeting?! Zzzz... Just like my dad went to Mexico for a meeting also. I really wonder how my mom tolerates this kind of expectation that comes along with his job.

Zzz want to go also no money go.. Surrendered all form of financial outlets already...


You know today, after I came back from church, I switched on my computer. But after a couple of hours of playing, I didnt feel like playing anymore. For the first time in those months that I was hooked on Cabal. I thought it'll be impossible to quit but now I'm even harbouring thoughts of it because I simply lost a little of my interest for it.

I was practically forcing myself to play because I had nothing else to do.

I guess just 2 hours in the house of God with my sincerity to change really does make a big difference.